money

Most people have very admirable & achievable goals in their lives -- wanting to get to the end of their lives and be able to live comfortably, take care of themselves and leave something for their children. Most people consider Financial freedom as a buzzword.

Surely, getting rich is the main goal for a lot of people. That is unfortunate however, because there is something so much greater than simply the accumulation of money. I have to confess that I believe greatly in the power of money for good when in the hands of the right people. I think money is simply a tool that people can use to do great things – or bad things.

my computer

now I finally realized that most of the canadians are ass holes
everything cost so much, every company works like shit
my comuter is dead for a long time
I tried to called HP company, but all I get is shitty answers
then finally I know my I can get my computer fixed in London Drugs
I went there today, with my computer
I walked so long, with my god damn heavy computer
then I wait at the counter for almost 5 mintues
the guy inside was doing something shit, he didn't even look at me
when I asked him can I get my computer fixed here
what he did is point at the price list what the fuck is that
and problem estimate will cost me 40 dollars
why don't you go suck someone's dick to earn that money

never end

when I was a stupid kid, I thought this life will never end
the life of fooling around, the life that has 2 pages of homework, the life I can watch TV all day
but it ended many years ago, so fast that I can't realize

when I was a junior high student, I've never thought about my future
still fooling around with my friends I thought this life will never end, the life that I can ignore my teachers
then I met my first girlfriend, Hilary.......
the day with her is perfect
she always said that we are perfect for each other, and we will be together forever
what a innocent girl she is that's what I thought
but I hope the life with her will never end, I really do......
it ended, as a lot of my friends know, she went to Toronto, Canada.......
the perfect life ended
I have to face the high school entrance exam
high school entrance exam came, it cames faster than I thought
and I screwed up...........

as the result, I went to Taichung, for the goal, study abroad........
I thought this life will never end, the crazy life in the drom the crazy life of study English the crazy life of finding p*rn = =
but my high school life ended
fortunately, I passed TOEFL
now I'm in Calgry, Canada
the life I've never dream about
I am really study in Canada
I can't even believe it

maybe I am the most innocent, and stupid person
how can a good life never end?

I want to get drunk for the rest of my life

I want to get drunk for the rest of my life
I work hard, but I didn't get pretty good result in the university
The girls I like, the girls who seens perfect to me disappeared
I know I have to work harder and harder
but first I have to fight with my lazyness, which is the final boss on my way to succees
I am really tired of these CAO (things)
I really want to run away from them
but somehow I can't
my parents still have great expectation on me but that's not the most improtant
the most important is what I want to do what I want to achieve
because of those shit I am still here
I am still in the library as long as I can

Dream

I had many dreams in those twenty years. Recently I always have the same dream that mention I can go back to grade 10. I decide come to BCCSC(最主要的是通过中加来到加拿大). What a stupid decision it is! I can’t forgive myself for ever. I just want cao myself. Cao that and cao me. I just a SB.